looks like there's plenty of excuses i'd come up with especially when it comes to studying proper.my exam starts tomorrow noon and its frustrating when i can focus no more!
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
with time, working doesn't seem sooo much like a drag,
maybe just a little,
when the mood just ain't right,
and the weather's bad. yea, literally.
anyway, its national day today.
too many guests, too many kids, too many enquiries.
too many,, i like! =)
the girls went to catch the fireworks last night,
yes, i've been busy
prolly too caught up with something AND everything...
til i get abandoned,
guess i'll never figure how it's like to be in my friends' positions!!
HAHA! ;p
well, the situation's drowning me crazy
all i'm wishing for (right now) is a lil bit of nothing-ness
for once, i'm hoping for nothing-ness
but sadly, that won't stop us from aging (or does it?)
and that's the sad truth bout life
growing older each second
and ironically, it's only on birthdays that we realise
how time flies by! HAHA! ;p
i predict not a riot.
but a night's waiting to be burnt.
i guess there's a lot to catch up (right, sharon?)
please.. spare me those nagging, dear
haven't you heard bout learning from mistakes?
well, that's my take in life
it's funny
when people want to avoid mistake and i want to make mistake
well i guess....
failures are valuable lessons in life
i always wonder; how does it feel to live life perfect.
even the weather's not consistently perfect.
not even... err... marriage?
yup, marriage.
if marriage's ain't perfect, then why do we bother getting hitched?
is it that sense of belonging?
or is it the pressure to conform to what is a norm?
my take:
marriage is perfect to the eyes of the people in love.....that's why i love you, my perfect one!
flash!there goes the cameras.
8:20 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
i need to pull the bullet right through my head.
why didn't i thought of that?
a simple phonecall saying how much i miss yousaves the day!
it finally felt good having to call sara and tell her i MISS her!
and i'm completely drenched in guilt.
for i've not met her for quite some time.
and its surprising to know.
for it's not only her i've not met.
christina, cindy, grace, mel, elaine, lily, ida, siew ting.
del, marini, kailing, az
wee2 and the np guys too!
i'm feeling so out of place today
and its not the work's that has been bothering me
just not in the right state of mind
ok, thats exaggerating
its just the week of the month where the pain gets to me
and i can't think for goodness sake!
the whole day's spent just lying on the bed
with the controller on my hand
switching between the discovery channel and the travel & living
during those short advertisements
oh and now, i finally found some energy (yes sayang, its stored energy!!)
to pick myself up from the self-created trauma
and start some typing and doing some research.
i've been looking at some car models
with reasonable price;and with the expensive-looking touch
nah, its not malaysian cars nor the korean cars i'm vying for
maybe good quality japanese car
or maybe continental?
i hope to make some good recommendations to sayang
cause i'm hoping that he'll ditch the idea of a second-hand car
ok, easier said
cause the money's not coming from my pocket!
=)
he's always mention that i've got classy taste
something's not realistic nor down-to-earth
something's not good-value-for-money
and something's just too good to be true.
i don't think classy's the word.
maybe i'm just a girl who has an eye for details
someone who prefers, say cars, with the personal touch
ring a bell?
customization!
now, what's wrong with customization?
something's different for a change
and probably people have to wear sunglasses just to look at it
HAHA! ok,that's corky.
anyway, i have a thing for big cars with nice interior touch.
nah, its not the lexus i'm thinking of
i'm talking cayenna and the xc-90
aren't they nice?
then again,
like sayang mentioned,
maybe sometimes i don't know what i'm talking about
practicality's an opposite course for me
and a new motto i should try to live with.
we're but in Singapore.
doesn't that make enough sense?ok, it did.
now that i'm screening through his words.
for the first time
i'm in deep thoughts.
*mmm....*
=)
flash!there goes the cameras.
5:25 PM
Friday, August 04, 2006
alas,,a time dedicated to myself! everything's been concluded. the projects, mini tests and presentations, you know that thang. this week's the last week of school and man,i'm looking forward to it.no more waking up early and getting ready for school. haha!
the solar race went good and what can i say, perfecto! "Lydia" (the name of the car cause the guys decided that since the plate was pink and i was the only girl.. owell. no biggy)managed to beat the rest of the cars to the race! (yes,this's a big deal cause winner gets full marks!). all the hard work my group and i had put in.. yea,glad it'd not gone to waste.
the bd's presentation went good minus the fact tt i was puking real bad before that and that the hosting server let us down. hah! the moderator's kinda impressed (i think) and i'm glad our idea was good enough to keep her mouth shut. haha! =)
on the other hand,i'm glad work was a breeze to me. well,it ain't that tough for me to handle and it's not taking up a lot of my time too! it's good and what can i say, the visitors can be really,really funny. hah! i like! and the children are soooooooooo adorable. "cutey-cutey-cute"
i've been having a fair share of fun and stress but for now, let me just get over and done with the exams.then we'll talk bout this laters ya?
oh, have a nice day peeps!
and happy national day!
flash!there goes the cameras.
8:40 AM
Friday, July 21, 2006
nothing has been up lately except for the fact that i'd finally found a suitable location for my bar. bussorah street sounded good and familiar and when i drove down yesterday have a look, the place actually looked more awesome than it sounded. there were many different types of people who hanged out at bussorah. there were foreigners, teenagers and even young adults! good prospect, indeed! i took some pictures of the place including the bus stop and the sign-board just so to prove its accessibility. haha!
anyhow,i bumped into farhana at jurong east interchange and man,she looked sooo HOT! with that fashion and that brown curls.it's been ages since i last saw her and i'm glad she's moving on well in life.wishing her success in her studies!! =) and up to date,i've not seen sara for a record-breaking period of 6 months.gawd,what's so busy bout my student life? or is it the convenient excuse of mine? hah,i can't seem to draw a line.i miss sara! and should my schedule allows,i'll try my very best to meet you, hur sara! hahahahaha and of course that long-overdue birthday treat!
*damn,i'm ashamed*sayang's having his 21 km run at east coast right now and i can't thank him enough for staying up sooo late yesterday just to send me my work and the pictures!
"thanks-yous"!! so what's on my schedule tomorrow?an amazing race with public transport
and a first aid course organized by the zoo!
P/S: is there anything else that i missed out?
flash!there goes the cameras.
9:51 AM
